Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Waiting

I want to share a poem with you that really touched me tonight. One of my blogging buddies posted it. I was waiting for permission from her to "steal" it. She has given the go-ahead. It will really shed new light on what we are dealing with these days.


Wait
by Russell Kelfer

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."

"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

"My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign,
Or even a 'no' to which I can resign.

"You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply."

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?"

He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.

"I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of my love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.

"You'd never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

"The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

"You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I'm doing in you.

"So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still . . . Wait."

11 comments:

Bekah said...

that is a beautiful poem! i will be printing that off and putting it in my bible! I can't wait until you get news!!!! I am going to absolutely freak out if you get to travel in a month or so....oh please Jesus, bring Bella home for the summer!!!!!

Unknown said...

Hi--that poem gave me chills as I read it!

thanks,
Donna

Kim Capello said...

I just received this quote of the day from a cousin of mine and thought of all of the parents waiting for their babies. I hope this renews your spirit as it did mine!

"Faith is not simply a patience which passively suffers until the storm is past. Rather, it is a spirit which bears things...with blazing serene hope." -- Corazon Aquino

I have that type of faith that all of you will be holding your babies soon!

Natalie said...

I love that poem! Thank you for sharing. I have tears in my eyes.

Anonymous said...

What a beautiful poem! Thank you for posting that. Would you mind if I posted that on my blog as well?

I'm getting caught up on your blog - I've been a bad blogger lately. Sorry!! There's just not enough time in the day.

I hope you get word that they will release you without having to go back to FC!! What wonderful news that would be!!

Hope you're son is feeling better!

All the best!
Caryn

Mama Bunny said...

Thinking of you & hoping you get good news SOON!!!!!

Melissa said...

Thank you for sharing that poem. It is what I need to hear.

Lori and Robby said...

Just read that poem with tears in my eyes. Thanks so much for posting it!

Jennifer said...

You and your family are in my prayers. We went through the same trials but in other ways to adopt and now fertilty after 13 years of infertitly. I loved that Poem

Andrea said...

I am speechless!

Powell Adoption said...

Can I ask who you "stole" this from. We are in the process of adopting two children from Guatemala and I would love to post this on my blog as well. Let me know, Thanks for sharing!
Laura